A lot of pain in my heart that beats me down behind the scenes

A lot of tears in my eyes that my pride won’t let me see

A lot of mistakes, that turned to regrets

A lot of anger and stupid late texts

A lot of love with no more direction to give it

A lot of fear toward love and the will to get it.

A lot of time and the more it ticks the further we’ll be.

A lot on my mind, I want to stop thinking

A lot of hope looking at this phones screen wondering if you’re why it’s ringing.

A lot of memories that’ll fade away with a shot I didn’t take

A lot of questions, like do you see what I did for you now?

A lot of heeeelll naws, fuck her, and do you..

A lot has happened, there’s a lot more to life than this.

I just know that this time around our story ends

Just because neither of us knew how to really commit.