I remember just a few nights ago at midnight, I sat and I thought about how I’m now 26 and the whole “we wasn’t supposed to make it past 25” phrase and can’t help but smile and tell myself happy birthday. Then I just jump to the more serious part of life and wonder what do I have to show for the years I’ve been in this world? How have I changed? Lastly, what can I improve?

That’s the main one, what can I improve?

If I’m being completely honest I’m not sure, nor am I sure of how I got here since I tend to remember all my mistakes/failures and ignore my blessings, but overall I’m not complaining, just unsure.

Anyways,

There I was in my car playing emotionless by drake full of emotions telling myself I got more years ahead of me (god willing) & that I won’t spend life alone one day, and how I have a lot of plans and goals to reach so it’s crunch time.

I mean really, what’s stopping me?

I’m in a new city (LA), a new apartment, got a new car, great career I’m starting for myself with the same goals and more progress. Only limitations I have are those I put in myself.

BUT – That’s the mantra!

Same goals / more progress.

& stay humble of course.

Oh yeah, 🤦🏾‍♂️ I am back!

Well I’ve been back for a month in the states and although everything seems to be going pretty fast, I seem to have a good control on the things at hand, and the upcoming events I know of, BUT let me knock on some wood since life has a way of giving me reality checks that are too big to be cashed sometimes. So I’ll just ride this wave out as smoothly as possible avoiding all negativity in the process.

I kind of been getting out, being social, & kind of been like fuck people let me sit at home and nerd it out on some video games. Call it balance. (Ha drake did say, Old ways new women gotta keep a balance) that was random but point is, Balance is good. I need more balance.

Kind of been nice but kind of an asshole just the same.. eh yeeeeah, balance.

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Fast forward to the present, I’m currently at a beach reflecting on that night , (I spend a lot of time at the beach spacing out looking at the water when I’m not rolling through LA with the windows down & music blasting) I’m really just enjoying the vibe. Enjoying the sun & Enjoying these random conversations with the rare percentage of the population who can speak face to face rather than text 24/7 with empty emotions.

Life’s a trip. I’ll Enjoy it though because you can’t confuse a bad day, with a bad life.

Until next time.