I realize it’s been a while since I’ve posted any sort of update but life took many unexpected turns for the worst since I’ve been deployed overseas and the only way for me to get back on the track of sanity was avoiding social media sites as well as people as best I could.

I needed to have some focus on making it home rather than stressing about the issues at home that are 100% out of my control.

Ultimately I didn’t want to post anything when I was in such a bad space mentally because I’m sure anything I would have posted would have came off very angry and negative and that’s just not what I’m about.

That’s important though; Sanity.

Because self preservation is key in life, and life’s fast, and I just want to take it real slow.

You just don’t realize how much bull- you deal with in life until something makes you stop and say “WTF” – giving you the feeling of wanting to disconnect from everything to evaluate your well being.

With that said I encourage whoever is reading this to download the headspace app for just 10 minutes of meditation a day,or at least give it a try.

https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/headspace-meditation/id493145008?mt=8

Other than that, Im in a better place and plan to do better with posting and networking.

Last thing;

God works in mysterious ways, so I’ve learned to never feel alone when I’m loved, never dive too deep into my mistakes on route to be a better person, Love better, think clearer, and focus harder.

All change takes time, depends on the time you invest into that change.

Alright alright I’m done being all preachy.

Stay blessed.

(Chris Brown. Yellow tape)